I needed to know other people feel this way

I just lost my husband 2 weeks ago and my podcaster/researcher side kicked in and I started looking for anything remotely community style with other people that know what it is I am going through. This is only the 3rd thing I have found so far that is remotely close, this one is really connecting with me. Talking about the identity you had as a wife and now as a widow. Thank you so much. I’ve started from the beginning and I’m only a few episodes in but I needed to know other people feel this way.